i HATE knoxville. i want 2go home so freakin' bad u have no idea. i woke up this morning & things just started off bad... & well.... they're not really looking up. i hate being pessimistic, but this is just one of those days... i wish i knew a healthy way 2vent. i need 2wrk. on that....... ohhhhhhhhmygosh!!!!! 
Why I Hate Knoxville:
1. registration is such a bitch. also- ppl. suck. esp. mean secretaries & condescending advisors. doesn't really help my moral. 
2. community bathrooms- sharing toilets--- & the nasty showers w/ wads of hair fr: WHOEVER all gathered @ the bottom. 
3. hardwood floors in my dorm. yuck. i hate walking around after a shower & getting dust on my feet esp.
4. all the damn hills--- & everything is far away.
5. huge classes. i didn't think it'd be all that bad but i hate it more than anything. it sucks--- & it's SOOOOOO easy 4the teacher or t.a. 2blow u off if they want2--- just bc they can.
6. my itty.bitty bed. i miss my queen.sized cherry.wood bed @ home )o:
7. the sucky.ass food!!!! i went 2the cafeteria 4breakfast & i swear- it's becoming increasingly WORSE every damn second.
8. did i mention bitch.teachers & faculty who like 2let students know they're so much better than them & love 2make a student feel like shit? yah.
9. i hate the ugly parks here. okay- granted the have a kick.ass playground, but the contaminated stream next 2it & highway that runs above it kinda takes away fr: the well... park.ness of it all.
10. i miss my friends (i know ur here kt, but okay- i miss high school)
11. brian- 'nuff said.
okay- can't end on a bad note. i hate that shit. let's try 2be a lil' optimistic now i guess.... 
1. srta. myers is the coolest teacher ever! (well, proff. faught is in close running.)
2. kt & is only 8 doors down--- & we're gettin an apt next aug!!! yay!!! ***if anyone knows anyone coming 2UT next year & needs a place 2live & would love 2share an apt. w/ 2very hot girls, let me know! (o:
3. my job isn't 2bad--- there are always exceptions, but 4the msot part not bad... esp. on pay days 
4. brian  okay we have our bad times but when it's good- it's great!
5. my room, other than the floors & bed.. is pretty damn spacious. & i love my french windows!
6. melvin & aubrey & all their lil' babies!!! (those are my fishies btw!)
7. i guess i've become pretty familiar w/ shit
8. anthropology class! yay! i love it! except there's only one more left. 
9. when andrea comes 2visit! yay!!! & bravo/wasabi/nama/tomo--- my fav. restaurants here!
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okay so there's more bad than good @ this moment but i just gotta keep in mind what i stole off meghan's profile that one day!!!
"if you want the rainbow... u've gotta have the rain!"
it kinda helps. just let me run w/ what i got. i slept 3 no more than 4hrs. last night & i gotta wrk. 11.30-9.30 2night. yay. (that was as sarcastic as they come.) i still just wanna go home. | 
We'll see what happns after I apply 4nursing school after this upcoming semester. 
~ that's my "worried/anxious" face, by.the.way. 